My very first entry since I left Japan. Just can't express how busy I have been, how many things that can possibly happen between one and a half months. Finally got some time to rest now, time to take a deep breath and reflect. Life is a process of decision making. Every day, you have to face different situations, and make different choices. Sometimes you get a lot of options to choose from, sometimes you can only choose from one; sometimes you have the power to choose, and sometimes you are stuck with only one option. I believe for many things, they are all destined. In other words, our destiny is made up from many "coincidents", or a combination of choices made at different stage of life. We always want to take the best option, but somehow reality stops us from doing so. And for many, they don't even know which is the best option! Hong Kong, a place I am very familiar with but at the same time I feel like I am a total stranger. The biggest question/problem I have now is to decide, where I should go next? I really dunno. Too many options, but too little choices at the same time. Failure causes depression. But to many, failure can also be a source to motivation. I really hate when people say "Good luck" to me. It's just meaningless. I never believe in luck 'cos luck have always been failing on me. Effort can be ignored, but they are never wasted. Regret is the very last thing I will do as it can change nothing. Life is full of failure, bullshit and hurdles. I just have to be more careful when I make my next choice and I will be just fine. 今日の一言 : What goes around, comes around. |